If you’re reading this. You shouldn’t be.
This is very personal ‘blog’ (I appreciate the irony) - somewhere for me to ‘voice’ my darkest demons. The absolute worst of me. It was never intended for your eyes and in hindsight I should have marked the posts as private.
Under the circumstances, that probably wouldn’t have changed much, other than making myself out to be a complete and utter cunt, but in reality, I’ve been doing a pretty good job of that for some time now anyway.
I never published any links to this blog and have only divulged its existence to one person - it was never intended for you.
I can’t apologise for my views, opinions or frustrations, they still stand, but I am sorry you had to read them. That honestly never was my intention.
To some degree, I feel like my privacy has been invaded, but then, publishing them to a popular blogging site probably wasn’t the best move - again I appreciate the irony. I understand I ‘got found out’ accidentally leaving the control panel on screen whilst I grabbed some water. A school boy error on my part and an unfortunate move on the (un)suspecting victim(s) part.
If I saw someone’s screen, with a clearly private blog (or email) open, or picked up someone’s personal diary (or journal), I’d have the common decency to respect their privacy and refrain from reading it, let alone sharing the link with other people, just as if I was going to buy everyone coffee, I’d buy *everyone* coffee and not deliberately exclude someone out of spite, as much as I disliked that person.
- That’s just me and I appreciate it must sound rich, I’m not trying to justify myself - I know I have no legs to stand on, that I’ve been a complete arsehole for the last few months and that what I wrote was deeply offensive on a number of levels to a number of people.
< insert some proverb about playing with fire & getting your fingers burnt here >
But hey, it’s not all bad, I’m here and you’re there, and at least we can all wash our hands after using the toilet now.
Once more I apologise to anyone I’ve offended - I don’t expect to be forgiven. As I’ve always maintained:
This is for me, not you.